Tuesday, March 26, 2013

We are in Good Hands at Cincinnati Children's Hospital


I guess the best way to put this is that we now know a lot more about what we might face in the months ahead, but we still don’t know exactly what we will face.

In other words, we still don’t have definitive answers as to what our boy’s situation will be, but we have walked through the many possible scenarios with doctors so we can be prepared.

The biggest news to come out of our echocardiogram and meeting with Children’s Hospital cardiologists is that the muscle growing abnormally under my son’s heart is the most serious of his ailments.

Not the Double Outlet Right Ventricle (DORV). Not the Coarctation of the Aorta. Not the hole in the heart.

This is a fourth problem.

So, something I didn’t even mention in my previous post is now the scariest thing we face. For those who want to go back to the first post on this subject, you will see that I mentioned a problem Brooke and I seemed to hear different verdicts on, in terms of whether it could be fixed or not.

That was this muscle.

The good news is it can be fixed. Like I said before, I am glad to lose this argument to Brooke.

The best thing we heard from the docs was that all of these things can be fixed and our son could ultimately live a normal life. I specifically asked about sports, exercise and other physical activities, and the doctors said all of that is possible.

But it seems like a series of little miracles are going to have to take place for that to happen. And, he will still be monitored by a cardiologist all his life who ultimately could pull the plug on his budding athletic career at any point if he or she sees signs of trouble.

The worst thing we heard is that even if all goes well with the heart, he could still have other problems – brain development issues or genetic disorders – that keep him from being normal. Two of the more common genetic disorders would be DiGeorge Syndrome, which results in a poor immune system, cleft palate and blood and behavior disorders; and heterotaxy, which, as near as I can tell, is a serious problem where the internal organs don’t function properly.

But the chances of these are small. Right now, I am concentrating on the problem at hand, which is the heart. That is a life or death deal, my friends. If his fragile body can survive the operations and surgeons can work their magic, we will take on whatever else is thrown our way with renewed enthusiasm.

Here are some of the scenarios we face on the heart front:

·         He is born, taken to Children’s Hospital, given an echocardiogram, monitored for a few days and it is determined the coarctation has healed and the does not need an immediate operation. Also, the abnormal muscle does not need to be addressed right away. In that case, he is sent home for a few months and comes back for one open-heart surgery, where the muscle, hole and DORV are fixed.


·         He is born, taken to Children’s Hospital, given an echocardiogram, monitored for a few days and it is determined he needs to have the coartation addressed, but they can go in through his side, as opposed to open-heart surgery. In that case, they would fix the coarctation, send him home and bring him back in a few months for open-heart surgery, where the muscle, hole and DORV are fixed.


·         He is born, taken to Children’s Hospital, given an echocardiogram, monitored for a few days and it is determined the coarctation or muscle under the aorta must be addressed immediately with open-heart surgery. In this case, they will likely also fix everything (coarctation, muscle, DORV, hole) at the same time, with one surgery.

While this actually sounds like the best thing, it is not. One, they don’t like to crack open the baby’s chest that early and two, open-heart surgery at that early age has been known to cause brain development problems. Not always, but the risk is higher. They only do open-heart surgery in the first 30 days if it is totally necessary.

Why can’t they tell us what scenario we will face? The echo just couldn’t give enough detail. And as the baby grows, it actually becomes harder to see what they need to see. No further echocardiograms are planned.

So we really won’t know until the May 10 C-section what we are facing. I’ll plan on riding in the ambulance with the baby to Children’s Hospital Medical Center and relaying information to Brooke as she recovers.

Still, meeting with the doctors was very helpful. It is easy to see why this is the third-rated Children’s Hospital in the world – something they are not settling for, mind you. They have a plan in place to jump over Philadelphia and Boston.

They took all the time we needed and explained everything very thoroughly, answering all our questions. We spent more than three hours with them.

Our surgeon – who was recruited out of Texas and is considered one of the best in the country --  was unable to attend due to emergency surgery. This was a complete bummer to me, but, as my wife explained, if it were our baby in need of that emergency surgery, we’d want other parents to understand.  

They did take us to the Cardiac Intensive Care Unit and show us around, displaying what our room would look like and detailing what our life will be like. You can sleep there, shower there, eat family dinners there…pretty amazing and very nice for families who have to travel much further than the 20 minutes it takes us.

If he has that immediate major surgery, he is expected to be in the CICU for up to three weeks. If they go in through the side, he should recover more quickly. I’m not sure how long he will be in if/when we go back for the other surgery.

I did learn that our child has a form of DORV that is defined by aortic obstruction. This is the rarest form, so I would assume it is the worst form to have. The doctor said they see about 20 cases of DORV a year in the three-state area (Ohio, Kentucky, Indiana), but he has only seen about six in his four-year career that are the same type as our son’s.

The coarctation isn’t quite as rare, but it still is not a common thing. He said they see about 15 a year where there is no other type of defect. We, of course, have another type of defect, so I would assume the rates of those are a little more common.  

Not sure how rare the muscle problem is, but since it is the most serious, I have to believe they don’t see a lot of those, either.

 While they did tell us everything is fixable and he can ultimately lead a normal life, they also cautioned that even if some of these things are fixed, they could ultimately become problems again that require follow-up surgeries. The muscle could grow back. Re-coarctations do occur. The patch used on the ventricles might need replaced.  

“We’ll be watching him like a hawk,” one doctor said.

Me too, my friend.

Monday, March 18, 2013

Talking Specifics About My Boy's Heart


Many people have asked what specifically is wrong with our son. I’ve avoided the medical mumbo jumbo until now, but I’ll give a quick rundown for reference. You probably have to be related to us to really care about the specifics, but for those who are, here’s the scoop:

In addition to the hole in the heart, he has two known problems: a Double Outlet Right Ventricle and a Coarctation of the Aorta. Here are some links as to what that means:



In layman’s terms, I believe (yeah, I am not sure even I fully understand) he has two arteries that are coming from the same place and performing the same function (DORV). And, he has a narrowing of the aorta (Coarctation). Both of these things, along with the hole, will require surgery. There may be some other narrowings, too. There is also the possibility of other chromosomal defects.

The good thing is everything is fixable. The bad thing is he will have heart/blood pressure/infection/virus issues all his life. Not only do we have to worry about him surviving the surgeries, but then we’ll worry all his life about something else happening to him. He’ll be monitored by a cardiologist all his life.

One percent of babies are born with heart defects. If I understand correctly, one to three percent of those babies have DORV. It is really rare. Six to eight percent of children born with heart defects have coarctation of the aorta.

Brooke and I are hoping they can fix everything with one surgery. That may be wishful thinking, but it is obviously the best thing. The coarctation surgery is likely needed on the day he is born. But he may not be big or strong enough at that point for the DORV surgery, so that may have to wait for a couple of months.  

We should learn more during our March 26 meeting with the team of doctors from Cincinnati Children's Hospital Medical Center.

We are learning what to expect. A friend of a friend’s baby went through heart surgery this week after birth and we have been following her blog to learn what to expect. The baby has a different problem, but it will be a similar circumstance. Check out the pictures of the scar and all the tubes and such. Heartbreaking.  


We’ve been buoyed by all the success stories people are sending us. And we have been getting support from around the globe. If prayers and good thoughts mean anything, our boy is going to be just fine.

Tuesday, March 12, 2013

This Will Hurt Me Much More than it Hurts You


Watching your kid deal with a sickness or an injury has to be one of the toughest parts of parenting.

Sydney has had a cold for three weeks. It comes with a nasty cough, and she sounds like a lifetime three-pack-a-day smoker. I have the same cold and I personally know it is accompanied by – warning: too much information coming – a particularly thick, nasty phlegm. The poor girl doesn’t have the ability to blow her nose or clear her throat, so I know she is suffering. It is particularly bad when you lay down to sleep and I cringe every time I hear her coughing jag through the baby monitor.

I would gladly take on this cold for three months if it would save her a week from it.

I feel completely helpless when my daughter is sick. My wife and I fret over her, wonder when to take her to the doctor and generally feel every sneeze, sniffle or cough as a piercing arrow to our heart. The old saying “this is going to hurt me much more than it does you” certainly applies to parents when their children are sick.

This all makes me dread the upcoming heart surgeries Baby Gregg #2 is facing. (Still have not settled on a name. Tyson is now the clubhouse leader.) I can’t even watch Sydney get a shot – yes, I really do walk to the other side of the room, turn my head and then immediately swoop back in afterward to comfort her – so how am I going to handle doctors carving up my tiny son’s chest like a Thanksgiving turkey?

Moreover, how does one deal with all the pain a child will be in after major surgery? All the medicines being pumped into them? The sight of their fragile bodies surrounded by the constant hum and whirr of medical equipment working to keep them alive?

I always thought I was a tough guy. Then I became a parent. When it is happening to you, it is manageable. When it is happening to your kid, it is agony.

Don’t get me wrong. I know this is going to be needed if my son is to have a chance, so I am 1000 percent in support of the surgeries. But I dread the whole situation.

My wife said the other night she just wishes she could keep him in her belly because she knows he is safe. Once he comes out, he faces life or death.

I have no doubt she’d be willing to carry that boy for years if it meant he’d be safe.

I once heard someone say you spend the first 18 years of our child’s life just hoping you can get them safely to adulthood. That is your main responsibility – keeping them safe. You’d think that would be fairly easy. But it is amazing how much they can get into.

I turned my back for a second one day and Sydney was nine steps up the stairway. If she had fallen back, she could have killed herself. I can’t imagine when she is 4 and I take my eyes off her while in the yard and she darts into oncoming traffic.  

We’ve been trying to do more walking with Sydney. She needs the exercise and the doctor said it is a good way to break up the gunk in her chest. This weekend, we had her walking our long driveway. She fell and got a nasty scratch on her head. This was after she had fallen into a wooden chair leg and got a bump in just about the same spot. Before that, she had rolled off the couch at a friend’s house and hit the edge of the coffee table, giving herself a bruised cheek.

If my old co-workers at Job and Family Services saw her, I might be the subject of a 241-KIDS call.

Every time she falls, it cuts right to my heart. You feel like the worst parent on earth for letting it happen. We keep telling ourselves that kids will fall or get hurt and we have to get used to it, but I doubt we ever will.

I guess, in a way, I don’t want to. Having a child has awakened emotions in me that I long thought were gone. I don’t ever want to lose those again.

We should know more on March 26 what the plan of care is for our son. We’ll have another echocardiogram and meet with a cardiologist, high-risk obstetrician and some other doctors to get a sense of how many operations, how long in the hospital, whether we can care for him at home or not, etc. It is amazing to me that they can take a picture of my son’s heart through my wife’s belly – it can’t be any larger than a thumbnail right now – and know exactly what is wrong with it and what it will take to fix it.

I’ll be glad to have some answers, no matter how painful.

Parenting can bring you to your knees.